My Mental

I am haunted by my thoughts.

I am afraid of my dreams.

I am lost in my mind.

My mind is not my own.

My mind wants to give up.

I cry where others cannot see me.

I hide from my children.

I don't like my spouse.

I don't believe in God.

I don't believe in people.

I am afraid of my children.

I am afraid of my significant other.

I am afraid of me.

Where is God?

If there is a God, why am I suffering so?

Doesn't God understand that some of my pain is just to great?

How much more will God ask of me?

Why does it seem one race of people suffer so much more than others?

I am challenging God, because I do not believe he hears me!